I had never done this before, but I know I've always fantasized about being used or forced a little.
One thing that was particularly exciting was the concept of being a submissive. At the time I was very disappointed in my sex life with my wife, and I had a curiosity about meeting someone new for just sex. Several months ago I came across an alternative BDSM lifestyle site focused on getting members together to correspond and/or meet. Is it really tasty as some people suggest on the forums I browse? Sometimes when I get really worked up looking at videos on the web, or by just reading discussion forums, it makes me wonder what it would be like to give the blowjob myself and be on the receiving end of a facial? The hornier I get, the more I fantasize about being the girl in the videos. When I see the women smiling and having a good time, it makes me wonder if it really is that great. Over the years I've developed some sort of fetish for this, possibly because I hardly ever get a blowjob from my wife and I yearn for a blowjob so much and think it is just wonderful that some women are willing and thoroughly enjoy pleasing their men orally. My usual searches for porn on the Internet are for men cumming on women, preferably on their face, mouth, and tits.
